Against All Odds

On May 3rd, against all odds, my Mom is going to walk the final steps of the hardest and proudest accomplishment of her life [aside from her children, of course!].

Some may say this is a normal feat for our current society, with online options and such, but in reality, it's extraordinary. 

And from the bottom of my proud [bursting at the seams for her] heart, I want you to know how it happened. And maybe, just maybe, you'll see our God's remarkable grace. 

Although her journey to earn a degree began three and a half years ago, this dream has been in her heart much, much longer. A dream that she didn't think was possible. At first, her biggest obstacle was herself. She didn't feel smart enough. And voices from her educational past haunted her. [Yes, words do hurt. And yes, words can stay with you forever. But, thankfully, Jesus is bigger than those words!] After much encouragement and support from us and people at her work, she took the plunge. And so her journey began at Volunteer State Community College. 

Yet, another journey began to take place. After helping me overcome a deep, dark depression during my first few years of college , helping my sister in her hardest years of nursing school, and helping my brother in his last few years of high school, her marriage to my father almost ended. During this time, my dad experienced the darkest days of his life. He was fighting demons that were tearing him down in every area possible. And it almost destroyed their marriage, our family, and himself. 

During 4 months of fearing their divorce and questioning if my dad would be healed, she also feared where the next meal would come from, and the loss of our family home of 23 years. But God provided. We were taken care of. People were beyond generous- they were sacrificial. And those fears turned into enormous faith. And around midnight one faithful night, I received the news that my dad returned, like the prodigal son- they were going to seek reconciliation. The healing of their marriage began. From that moment the journey didn't get easier. But healing meant things weren't ending- It meant grace.

[I also need to add, during that time, we got a family dog, Maggie! Which, she is also a picture of His grace. She provided endless amounts of joy and therapy to our hurting hearts!]

After searching for the right program to finish her degree, she felt called to Trevecca Nazarene's adult education program for a Manager of Human Relations degree. And thus began her final stretch of the journey. She drove or rode every week on Tuesday nights with her friend, Michelle, [who also enrolled the same program], to Nashville for class. They tirelessly labored over hours and hours of homework and tests while both working full-time jobs, and taking care of their families. God and his sweet mercies provided understanding professors and a supportive, sweet friendship. 

And life didn't settle there. I graduated college in May, then Kyle and I got engaged in September 2011, and married in March. My brother graduated high school that May. Then Kyle and I moved away to Chattanooga. And fall came, and my brother transitioned into college. Her heart endured so many life-changes, but there was even more to face. Finances were still a burden and still a source of stress. But she still didn't quit. God still provided. But in 2012, they did lose their home. And as hard as it was, to leave the place we were raised and where they built their life, a huge burden was lifted. And more refining began. So, Thanksgiving weekend of 2012, we moved their life and our childhood into a rental home. Then, my sister got engaged, graduated nursing school in May, she and my brother-in-law, Jason, got married in September of 2013, and my brother had ACL surgery in December! [So that makes THREE graduations, TWO weddings, and a surgery during it all!] And I'm sure I'm forgetting something! 

Her final hurdle to jump came just a month ago. She needed 16 credits to graduate. They were all needed by the middle of March, but online or in-class options were too expensive, and time was running out. [And her friend, Michelle, needed double [and more] credits.] But again, by God's grace and His sweet mercies, He provided a way for them both to complete those credits with online and on-campus tests. 

You see, odds were against her [and our family]- she should have quit. She should have divorced. But she didn't. She didn't quit her marriage, full-time job, school, or us. She persevered. And the Lord redeemed it all- by His will and sovereignty. Yes, she still had long, lonely, sleepless nights of homework, but she didn't quit. It was still messy, frustrating, angering, humbling, and hard to stomach sometimes, but she still found strength- even strength to encourage me, my brother, sister, and dad. Yes, we encouraged and supported her in any way we could, but ultimately, that strength came from relying on Him. He gave endless amounts of it and He was the only way she pushed through. 

Yes, Odds were against her, but HE was for her.

And she did it! HE did it. 

[I can't even explain how proud we all are of you, Mom. You are such an inspiration and picture of the gospel. I know I can speak for everyone when I say, the Lord has used your story to show His story. And He will continue to refine you and others with every part of it. Thank you for persevering and being obedient. Thank you for not giving up. 

Soak up every moment this week!] 

And for anyone that reads these words, I hope you've seen more than just a story of perseverance- but a story of grace, mercy, and love! It's a story of Him.

And all the glory is to Him. 

Isaiah 40:27-31

English Standard Version (ESV)

27 Why do you say, O Jacob,
    and speak, O Israel,
“My way is hidden from the Lord,
    and my right is disregarded by my God”?
28 Have you not known? Have you not heard?
The Lord is the everlasting God,
    the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He does not faint or grow weary;
    his understanding is unsearchable.
29 He gives power to the faint,
    and to him who has no might he increases strength.
30 Even youths shall faint and be weary,
    and young men shall fall exhausted;
31 but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength;
    they shall mount up with wings like eagles;
they shall run and not be weary;
    they shall walk and not faint.

Photo by Gretchen Lynn Robards.

Photo by Abby Weeden Photography. 

Photo by Abby Weeden Photography. 

Photo credit to Michelle Poteet. 

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